Dear Bri, I have not written since your birthday, But I still think about you all the time. I am still in touch with your mum. Bless her, but I guess you know how she is because I know you would never leave her, as you wouldn't your 3 children either. I just wanted to update you on some things. Ross is the same as ever. He is truly an angel. I can't explain this but I just know he is special. He has such an aura of peace about him. He is still not working. I know he still finds missing you difficult to bear. If I have your site on he won't even look. His way of dealing with it is to shut it all out. All I can do is be there when he is ready to talk. I do try and talk to him about you, telling him stories when he was little and a few embarrassing moments to. Him and Kerri are still very close. As you know Kez can be quite verbal, Ross has the ability to just look as if to say you are oversteping the mark Kez and she stops. Its sweet really. He hates any bad feeling in the house and always wants to restore peace again. Losing you has definately bought them closer. I think because they both understand how it feels to lose their dad.. Kerri has had lots of problems with going to school. Basically as I go to work, she is all ready to go, but then she ends up staying at home. They have said they think it's anxiety separation disorder, (Because she has lost you she thinks something will happen to me, she panics when I leave for work and would probably prefer to stay at home where she feels safe). I am working with the education welfare lady. She called me at work and told me Kez is a very bright young lady. Then again you knew that because you were forever saying it. She had an exam and got A*, 100% She is joint eighth in her year out of about 270ish pupils. I love them both so much, I remember you saying to me I was a good mum, and they couldn't wish for better. I have really started to get to know Ross and Kez, from their perspective. The rewards I have gained from that mean the world to me. I think Kez and I have built huge bridges and I know we will get there. I really don't know why you had to leave but I know there are always positive reasons in any bad situation. It has opened my eyes to how busy I always was, too busy to really spend time with my own children. They have taught me so much about myself and are truly a blessing. Today I treat each day as a new one and also like its my last. Yes we still all have bad days and yes we miss you heaps. I just want to thank you for the person you are, too special to stay here on earth with us. I will continue to try to be the best mum I can be to your children. Continue to watch over all 3 of them Bri. God Bless Michele xxx
happy birthday brian / Selma Flynn
A good father, son and friend / Gary Boehling (new friend )
A good father, son and friend by getsbetter on Sep 17 2006
Brian, I stopped to share some time with you,
my "Thank you" to you is just a little over due.
Your family has taken moments to visit my son,
when they did that, {My heart} they had won.
For he has walked the same path that you had,
from what I can see, "you were a special dad!"
Please....
watch over your children they miss you so much,
you all looked so close, you could probably touch.
May God shed light for you and love is your gain,
you shall relax in quiet fields, without any pain.
Your spirit did soar, when you were called upon,
with your family & friends, your memory lives on.
If you see Adam..tell him his dad misses him so,
and "Brian" would be a {beautiful soul} to know.
This prayer of love goes to your family & friends,
for their hearts to be strong as grieving attends.
This was a tribute I wrote for your dad/husband/son it is posted at this link. If you do not want it to be, please let me know. Or I will proudly honour it there, God bless http://allpoetry.com/poem/2236611
Brian/ Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend )
Together we can make it / Nancy Davis The Holidays will be here before we know it! Each new day brings another day we must tread a path we have not chosen to walk. Each day brings a day we must use our strength we feel has been lost. Each day brings again the realization that our loved one is not longer with us and we must go on.
The only way I have made it this far is by God's grace to give me strength, my friends who keep me going and are there for me. You my Angel Families friends and Memory-of friends have supported me and my family in such ways nobody else could. Your kind words each day on Dusty amd Billy's sites soothes our aching hearts.
Thank you for being there not just on a special day but everyday. We pray for all of you daily and keep you in our thoughts. I have said it many times and will continue to say, "TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT!"
Love to you all, Nancy Davis and Dusty's family and friends http://dustin-davis.memory-of.com/ http://william-billy-dean.memory-of.com/about.aspx http://www.ourangelfamilies.com http://www.piczo.com/DLDgraphixbynancy?g=6702625&cr=5
Thank-you all. / Angela Wrate Nickys Mum (Angel care friend. ) Dear Brian, just a few words to say i hope you enjoyed all the fun last night . As it was Halloween. Hope you and all our Angels had a great party. And did you visit? Because that is what they say, that the dead return on this night as i had left a light on in my house for Nicky , so i assume your family may of done the same. Brian please say a big thank you to all your family as i am not that good with the graphics and would of liked to have done all our Angels something special however it never comes out for me so have to write instead. Also to let you know that i care and know how tough it is without the one's we love around. To also let your children no that my son also left behind his little children and they find every day very hard without there daddy . and that they always ask when is daddy comming home. I ask that and i am his mum. so i wish all your loved one's every good wish and to say our loved one's walk with us all the time . love Angela and family Nickys mum xoxoxoxxo
Just wanted to let you all know... / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
I care. Rosemary
Thinking of you Brian and family. / Valerie Haslett (^i^ Friend )
Hello Brian, I have been absent for a while and so missed you But you and your family are always in my heart.I hope you are spending time with all your loved ones angel,Winter time means it gets dark early and missing our loved ones seems harder so you make sure they all feel you around them Bri.they do love and miss you so much. Love to you and to all who love you x x
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Love and prayers / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels ) Close
Dad I feel really ashamed to admit it but I have been so selfish but at the end of the day dad I just don't wanna live this life my Dreams will never quite be filled without you here! I have failed everything you wanted for me gone against everything you taught me and everything that made you proud! I'm yearning to make you proud again but it hardly seems worth it when I won't be able to see your caring heart through the tears that never failed to tell me how much you loved me! I took you for granted and I hate that it took you leaving me too finally begin 3 years later to start apreciating mum. I'm angry dad you won't be here so much has changed in three years I am a completly different person! But mostly I am angry at myself for taking my anger out on so many others blaming them and putting my guilt onto them.
Why dad? Everyday I fool people into thinking I am happy forever laughing and joking I don't want anyone to know that really its taking everything I have not to give in and scream from the top of my lungs. I assume you know the stupid things I have done especially recently but it's like I know its stupid but It don't seem to matter. I thought I was finally begining to get better and its all crumbled again.
Daddy give me a sign, I wanna be with you!
1 thing I promised to myself for you is too have a job by the time I left school and I have dad its tough and a harsh shake into reality, but I hope you would be proud of this.
Please help mum, you were right about so many things dad I could've done with that when I was with him. How did you manage it you were such an angel on earth, now in heaven I can't stand it.
Another Year Without You Dad..x / Loz Compton (His Babygirl )Read >>
Another Year Without You Dad..x / Loz Compton (His Babygirl )
Alright dad, been a long time since i been on the site.
I never really know what to say ya know, there is so much i want to say but i feel to week to let it out. Everyone around me tells me its all going to be alright, it gets easier as time goes on. They keep lieing coz it keeps getting worse. Every year i cry myself to sleep wondering what would of happened if your were still here, n every year i spend everyday wishing i was all grown up and older, but it gets to this time every year and all i wish is to be young again, back to when you were here. I just want to hear you call me your babygirl again or your 'lil' princess anything to keep me going. I feel like iv let you down dad, feel like im nothing like you dreamt of, like if you were here you'd be so disapointed in me. I know iv let mum down i can see it, i just hope she can forgive me and you 2. I dont think you can ever understand how we all feel dad, its like we lost our world like our light just went out with no explanation. Ill always remeber you dad, your smile, your BIG blue eyes, the way you made me smile when i just wanted to cry. I feel so selfish, coz i feel like iv lost my world but i need to wake up every one around me is hurting to but i just think about me nd how im feeling. It isnt right you didnt bring me up to be this way, and for this im sorry 3 years dad .. 3 long hard years without u here telling me its alryt, now im old anough to realise when you was telling me it was alryt u was just trying to protect me from the truth, n now im busy telling everyone else its gona be alryt like you did but i know it isnt going to be. I want you to tell me how i can make you proud but i cant here your cries dad, its too hard knowing your gone forever, there was so many questions, now i will never know the answers i just wonder. Id do anything dad to have you back in my life, but no matter how many times i say it, nothings going to change. Please dad keep lookin down on me .. Ill make you proud one day and when i do ill be the happiest 'lil' princess ever known. I love you dad forever in my heart always in my mind.. God Bless Sleep Tight From Your Babygirl Loz x
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