Dear Bri, I have not written since your birthday, But I still think about you all the time. I am still in touch with your mum. Bless her, but I guess you know how she is because I know you would never leave her, as you wouldn't your 3 children either. I just wanted to update you on some things. Ross is the same as ever. He is truly an angel. I can't explain this but I just know he is special. He has such an aura of peace about him. He is still not working. I know he still finds missing you difficult to bear. If I have your site on he won't even look. His way of dealing with it is to shut it all out. All I can do is be there when he is ready to talk. I do try and talk to him about you, telling him stories when he was little and a few embarrassing moments to. Him and Kerri are still very close. As you know Kez can be quite verbal, Ross has the ability to just look as if to say you are oversteping the mark Kez and she stops. Its sweet really. He hates any bad feeling in the house and always wants to restore peace again. Losing you has definately bought them closer. I think because they both understand how it feels to lose their dad.. Kerri has had lots of problems with going to school. Basically as I go to work, she is all ready to go, but then she ends up staying at home. They have said they think it's anxiety separation disorder, (Because she has lost you she thinks something will happen to me, she panics when I leave for work and would probably prefer to stay at home where she feels safe). I am working with the education welfare lady. She called me at work and told me Kez is a very bright young lady. Then again you knew that because you were forever saying it. She had an exam and got A*, 100% She is joint eighth in her year out of about 270ish pupils. I love them both so much, I remember you saying to me I was a good mum, and they couldn't wish for better. I have really started to get to know Ross and Kez, from their perspective. The rewards I have gained from that mean the world to me. I think Kez and I have built huge bridges and I know we will get there. I really don't know why you had to leave but I know there are always positive reasons in any bad situation. It has opened my eyes to how busy I always was, too busy to really spend time with my own children. They have taught me so much about myself and are truly a blessing. Today I treat each day as a new one and also like its my last. Yes we still all have bad days and yes we miss you heaps. I just want to thank you for the person you are, too special to stay here on earth with us. I will continue to try to be the best mum I can be to your children. Continue to watch over all 3 of them Bri. God Bless Michele xxx
happy birthday brian / Selma Flynn
A good father, son and friend / Gary Boehling (new friend )
A good father, son and friend by getsbetter on Sep 17 2006
Brian, I stopped to share some time with you,
my "Thank you" to you is just a little over due.
Your family has taken moments to visit my son,
when they did that, {My heart} they had won.
For he has walked the same path that you had,
from what I can see, "you were a special dad!"
Please....
watch over your children they miss you so much,
you all looked so close, you could probably touch.
May God shed light for you and love is your gain,
you shall relax in quiet fields, without any pain.
Your spirit did soar, when you were called upon,
with your family & friends, your memory lives on.
If you see Adam..tell him his dad misses him so,
and "Brian" would be a {beautiful soul} to know.
This prayer of love goes to your family & friends,
for their hearts to be strong as grieving attends.
This was a tribute I wrote for your dad/husband/son it is posted at this link. If you do not want it to be, please let me know. Or I will proudly honour it there, God bless http://allpoetry.com/poem/2236611
Brian/ Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend )
Together we can make it / Nancy Davis The Holidays will be here before we know it! Each new day brings another day we must tread a path we have not chosen to walk. Each day brings a day we must use our strength we feel has been lost. Each day brings again the realization that our loved one is not longer with us and we must go on.
The only way I have made it this far is by God's grace to give me strength, my friends who keep me going and are there for me. You my Angel Families friends and Memory-of friends have supported me and my family in such ways nobody else could. Your kind words each day on Dusty amd Billy's sites soothes our aching hearts.
Thank you for being there not just on a special day but everyday. We pray for all of you daily and keep you in our thoughts. I have said it many times and will continue to say, "TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT!"
Love to you all, Nancy Davis and Dusty's family and friends http://dustin-davis.memory-of.com/ http://william-billy-dean.memory-of.com/about.aspx http://www.ourangelfamilies.com http://www.piczo.com/DLDgraphixbynancy?g=6702625&cr=5
Thank-you all. / Angela Wrate Nickys Mum (Angel care friend. ) Dear Brian, just a few words to say i hope you enjoyed all the fun last night . As it was Halloween. Hope you and all our Angels had a great party. And did you visit? Because that is what they say, that the dead return on this night as i had left a light on in my house for Nicky , so i assume your family may of done the same. Brian please say a big thank you to all your family as i am not that good with the graphics and would of liked to have done all our Angels something special however it never comes out for me so have to write instead. Also to let you know that i care and know how tough it is without the one's we love around. To also let your children no that my son also left behind his little children and they find every day very hard without there daddy . and that they always ask when is daddy comming home. I ask that and i am his mum. so i wish all your loved one's every good wish and to say our loved one's walk with us all the time . love Angela and family Nickys mum xoxoxoxxo
Just wanted to let you all know... / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
I care. Rosemary
Thinking of you Brian and family. / Valerie Haslett (^i^ Friend )
Hello Brian, I have been absent for a while and so missed you But you and your family are always in my heart.I hope you are spending time with all your loved ones angel,Winter time means it gets dark early and missing our loved ones seems harder so you make sure they all feel you around them Bri.they do love and miss you so much. Love to you and to all who love you x x
Deepest Sympaties / Maria Aka Xena (Friend!)Read >>
Deepest Sympaties / Maria Aka Xena (Friend!)
Dearest Meddy...I come to leave you my despest sympathies for you and your family.
My condolences for the loss of a wonderful brother father husband friend & man on this 4th Angelversary of Brian Christopher Compton! Mei it bring you not sadness but happiness knowing that he is in a better place called - "heaven" - looking down smiling & keeping you all safe! God bless.
Four years today! x / Lauren Compton (Daughter)Read >>
Four years today! x / Lauren Compton (Daughter)
Helloo Dad!
Iv got to admit it feels like a lifetime!.. Being without you is like loosing an arm or a leg part of me is always missing!.. My heart feels lost & uncomplete! Its been sucha hard year dad & i wish i could tell you all about it & hear your words of wisdom but i cant & it kills me inside to know your not here with me & you never will be here to hug me & hold me again! .. Dad your such an amazing man and everybody absolutly adored you .. you always made sure we were safe & happy! but then you left us in this world fighting alone & i need you back dad! Its killing me inside to know your gone & your not with me helping me talking to me loving me! I need you! & your not here! :( I miss you more than you could ever imagine you were my world my life my everything! So who's going to fill my empty heart now? .. Four years ago i was told my dad had died!.. & that isnt right you should still be here now with us dad you should be here to see me get my GCSE results & to walk me down the iasle but your not!.. a wonderful man was taken from us & its not far! We need you so much! .. I hope your okayy dad & one day i will be with you again dad! I love you SO! much dad i know i havnt made you proud yet but im trying okay! i WILL make you proud of me dad one day i promise you!x
Sleep tight my angel I love you!
Forever in my thoughts my dreams my heart!
I miss you God bless..x
Love your daughter Lauren..x Close
Ya'no every occasion like this birthdays, anniversaries, fathers days! Its a struggle because although we all think of you every single day these one's are by far the worst. I still feel empty and lost, like part of me is missing but i spose that will never go. I have days were i would genually do ANYTHING! to see your face here your words of wisdom, to be able to go fishing with you again. Little things like that meant the world to me. The texts i uset to recieve from you made me smile like you would never believe, having a dad as kind generus and loving as you was wonderful and i would do anything to look into your big blue eyes again.
Im really trying now dad i promise, with school, college life in general really!.. Its hard because some days i feel like there's no point and just want to give up, and i know thats not how you brought me up so i dont want to let you down dad. So much has happened you wouldnt evan believe.. and i know if you was here it would be so much easier for me. I dont want to run away from my problems but i feel sometimes i have to! ... I walked into a shop ealrier on today and saw all the 'lil' kids buying there fathers day cards and i remember doing that and appreciating what a wonderful dad i had.. I just want you to know dad although your no longer here im still your daughter and will never let anybody replace you and i will NEVER! forget what an amazing father you were to me Kerri and Ross! we were all so lucky dad, having you for just the 11 yrs of my life to me wasnt enough but im grateful for the time i got to spend with you! .. I love you dad, and miss you so much...
God bless & sleep tight, forever misset and forever loved!x
x Our Baby Girl x / Heidi Chivers ((ex-partner))Read >>
x Our Baby Girl x / Heidi Chivers ((ex-partner))
Dear Brian....
I had to come & see you here coz ur Baby gave us such a scare yesterday I really thought she was coming to join you.... :(
She was rushed into hospital by ambulance suffering with anaphyalactic shock....they said if she didnt get treatment she could die within 2 hrs..
There are no words to describe how brave Loz was Bri, but somehow I know that you were with her all the way..... Thank You......
Loz has had to cope with so much since you went to join the angels, & she has coped so well with everything that life has thrown her way, you would be so proud of her Bri....
She is so precious to me & my heart just stopped beating yesterday when they took her away in the ambulance. Shaz went with her bless her she is always so controlled in these situations, i followed in the car. We were all so scared. :(
The family turned up for Loz at the hospital, meant so much Bri, but I had to laugh it really did look a scene from' Bread' 1 out all out... LOL..... it took Loz mind of things a bit which was good for her... :)
I just needed to say thank you for giving me such a precious daughter.
I just wish you were here with your children, to hold their hand when things get tough & to hold them tight when they are scared. I know you are always there, but sometimes we just need to see you.
We still dont know what caused it, so we have got to watch everythng she does from now on, which is a worry, but we will get there....
Please stay close to your children they miss you so so much......
Dad I feel really ashamed to admit it but I have been so selfish but at the end of the day dad I just don't wanna live this life my Dreams will never quite be filled without you here! I have failed everything you wanted for me gone against everything you taught me and everything that made you proud! I'm yearning to make you proud again but it hardly seems worth it when I won't be able to see your caring heart through the tears that never failed to tell me how much you loved me! I took you for granted and I hate that it took you leaving me too finally begin 3 years later to start apreciating mum. I'm angry dad you won't be here so much has changed in three years I am a completly different person! But mostly I am angry at myself for taking my anger out on so many others blaming them and putting my guilt onto them.
Why dad? Everyday I fool people into thinking I am happy forever laughing and joking I don't want anyone to know that really its taking everything I have not to give in and scream from the top of my lungs. I assume you know the stupid things I have done especially recently but it's like I know its stupid but It don't seem to matter. I thought I was finally begining to get better and its all crumbled again.
Daddy give me a sign, I wanna be with you!
1 thing I promised to myself for you is too have a job by the time I left school and I have dad its tough and a harsh shake into reality, but I hope you would be proud of this.
Please help mum, you were right about so many things dad I could've done with that when I was with him. How did you manage it you were such an angel on earth, now in heaven I can't stand it.
Tributes and Condolences
Add to favorites 
